In my painting, I find it very challenging to consider a "TIME".  We all know that the linear time is a concept, yet it has a very good proof to be linear - the Universe evolves, so one can say the Time goes by.  But how do you paint life that is constantly slipping away? The element of instability is a part of my paintings.  Every stroke is a mortal attempt to stop "the unstoppable", to picture the "unpictureable".  Ever-changing motion of forms and shapes cannot be described, cannot be painted. This is what C. Monet was talking about in his "impressionist's theory" of art (or of life).  It is just never the same, not a single day of life, not a single moment of existence.

It might feel scary to go places where no one has been before!  Is it?  Of course it is.  Human education is limited to what we learned in schools, limited to our own conclusions, which are still within the realms of our logics.  Of course, I get goose bumps when I think of where I am planning to go. These are the "Great Fears " humanity continues to deal with since we began registering our culture.  "The Tibetan Book of the Dead" talks about it straight forward (it makes our fears appear as monsters in the sky, as creatures covering the whole Universe: how precisely said, when you fear, it seems as the whole world is a dark monster).  Jesus assures us of God's love beyond our fears; he says "Do not be afraid....." repeatedly.